| Still waiting for some fatty comments... *sigh* so few.. hehe, I miss the one's from Natasha lol, of course I do. I still like her, *surprise surprise* Lol, all the sad details. It's cool though, I'm not in this for myself, I hurt cuz'a I make things hurt, my life's not for myself, it's for helping people, I just lost sight of that sorta' along the ways of liking Natasha.. always too concentrated on how to show her she's beautiful, of which she is, so is, always concentrated on how to impose my beliefs on her and others. Not lately on how to help people, and not impose and let other things interrupt.
Looks like I'll be cool, Natasha somehow miraculously did that again, lol, dang. Be easier if she didn't, but hey, she's wonderful, so I don't mind it.
Haha this's the weirdest most ununderstanding entry ever, I love it :D.
In summary: I'm remember how to care again, and not how to impress somebody so much. *so much LOL* I'm me, in sorts again, few bumps and scratches and beauty marks along the way, but I'm me. Little revisions, this's Hunter 4.0, how you like it? It's the slightly-liking-Natasha, not losing sight on God among other things, sorta' Hunter, slightly better, slightly worse, it's like a new keyboard with all the fancy functions, but it doesn't type as well as the old one, but it's still friggin' awesome!!!
Something like that, why'm I so open and honest? Honestly *aag* I don't get it lol. I keep telling myself I'm sad, it's sad, I'm being too hard on myself, I KNOW THAT, I know it all, but I'm still hard on myself even if I know I shouldn't be cuz'a it's dumb. lol, just odd like that.
So many tangents, mmm tange..rines...
Phillipians 1:18) The important thing is that in every way, whether from false motives or true, Christ is preached. And because of this I rejoice.
James 1:2-4) Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
^Beautiful, goodnight guys.. loving you always, especially Natasha ROFL, always being sad honest, hard on himself for some reason, and always praying and working to change his typicallity, and always always pursuing Godliness.
Goodnight people,
P.S. I'm happy if you couldn't tell LOL. |